Thursday, 9 February 2012

*6*And*Silence

*6*And*Silence

So moving on, what will people think of me, who I am? What makes me tick? Scared to be yourself? It doesn’t matter to some, but all you can do is accept and love the one that loves you, because there may come times where they’re the only ones still loving you.

Trust

Don’t be pushed around by anyone. Know who you can trust and know who has your best interests at heart. Those are the people you need to listen to at the worst of times. Because of love. Need direction? Sense the opened doors .closed doors, they will do the swinging. You do the walking.

Count what you give not what you get

This is a very strange time. Some are going through spiritual change. Spiritual temperature is increasing. Mainly from being confused? So we search.search for more truth.what do we find? At the end of the rainbow we find Silence. and. anticipation creates anxiety-so we busy ourselves and busy our minds to combat the akward silence. Mayb silence creates anxiety. Mayb noise overrules peace.
I have a great, good, solid, positive and self-assured feeling of how the world is an engine and a lucrative, shinymachine without a heart and without real sincerity and honesty.To solve our self-deception and depreciation?  

S i l e n c e

Religion says “do”. Jesus said “done”. There’s no more need for guilt, or insecurity or hurt. Simple. I thought I was beyond the law and the rules didn’t apply to me. I felt I had so much success that I was entitled to temptation. But now I see I was wrong and cant be reminded enough of my mistakes with people, circumstances and my own guilt. His kindness in giving me grace has led to my turning this bus around. Some like sheep have gone astray and followed others into apathy, aloneness and disbelief/confusion? Be that sheep herded back-listen, learn, be humble but be truthful and pure. Choose.

SONS OF GODS AND MOTHERS (simple wisdom)
Don’t wink in the dark (don’t be a winker in the dark)
WAIT – when you are wet angry irritated or tired          - WAIT
The people perish from lack of vision.
So I sit and think and listen and learn and analyse and claim who I am and walk from there.
So I be present
Connect with people. You’re a diamond in the rough!
Your call, testing and preparation only leads to a higher consciousness which is at its very core Service.
Call and Response. Know which side of the fence you lie.
Success breeds success and kindness leads to repentance.
So turn your ship around (and pray and experience his pure touch)
You reap what you sew (rooted in the word of the Lord)
It’s been decided, part on good terms. But the message always needs to be clear.
Though it costs all you have, get understanding.
We’re living in an information age, a knowledge-based economy (barcelona), we are society. Things are getting back to us much quicker…               …technology...tech...
techNO…
techYES…
Baz Lurman 90’s:
Get to know your paremts - you’ll miss them them when they’re gone.
Be nice to your siblings, they’re the ones most likely to stick with you, and they’re the link to your past and to the future?
Season your friends- work at relationships.
The older you get the more you’ll need the friends you had when you were young.
Respect everyone and everything around you..
Be a lover.
If you have a cold, your body is fighting with itself, so you treat it with medicine.
What is your healing mooti when your soul gets blocked up and confused?
Pray
Be present.
This is your world.
fAIL FORWARD

I am rethinking my life trying to reshape that person that I thought I was. Heading through a transition isn’t easy. A change of mind and action and process. This I know that I need to be different from how I was to make that difference I am responsible for. Why is dying SO easy and living SO hard? I found out that because I was trying so hard to be someone I thought I was, the real personality was dying inside as I was striving to be someone else. Now the shackles have fortunately wonderfully broken and it’s once again SO easy to be me-no effort, just confidence which came out of love and respect. I’d like to be that strong, positive part of Chris Tomlin’s personality; that energetic, inspiring Anthony-lee; I’d love to possess the wisdom and relaxed spirit of Mr Fitzpatrick; the faithfulness and solid-as-a-rock reality of Vision and Debstep; the boldness and valiance of Struan; the wisdom, excitement and frankness of Emile; the foresight of Vision; the righteousness of Fray; the unspoken understanding and forgiveness of Josh; the humility and leadership and style-guru-ship of Jared. These people and others have shaped an example of living life very close to the way it should be- for me at least. Thank-you!

Warden Guardin Keeper.Takes care of.

I make my mind quiet so I can hear you speak. Souls combined. Travelling a road which is several roads simultaneously journeyed. The one thing I wish for with every bone in my body is for our souls to connect through music through prayer through life and to join as one. One tie. To break other ties that connect you to other worlds-and essentially hold you back from the expansion of yours. The decided journey of 18 months, now shorter, to travel the world for free. To know that hard times refines character. His kindness leads to repentance. He disciplines those who he loves.

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