How about this: If you were to get on my
virgin ship, called *getonthebuswithgus*, take flight and pierce through the
atmosphere into space, picture your experience in that moment. Being surrounded
by the space that is called space, and the universe that doesn't boast or brag
or kill, but that just is... and in that being nothing other than itself you could,
like myself, be cast into wonder at the magnificence that is the perspective of
millions of worlds within this galaxy which is one of millions of galaxies
within the universe. In that Armageddon moment when your feet leave the ground
and as you are thrust into orbit, you glance back to earth in unreality. You realize that we are such very small ant-like beings occupying minute space in
the greater abyss that is humbly referred to as space and that that your once
planet is only one single planet amongst a billion of other planets. That you could fit 144 earths into one
stretch of a diameter of the Sun. That we still think nothing of throwing a cigarettes
out the window, raising a fist of contempt to our young governors, and a middle
finger to the one who made it plain to us through creation that He gave us life.
The following person came out of the time spent in space, searching my inner
being and exploring this soul and spirit. Like space, it was a dark, cold,
lonely place. What came out of the ashes of space was remarkable.
Rather be cast into wonder, than held back by
belief or restricted by religion.
Excerpt from "The Gospel According To
Me". Thethemas1@gmail.com is my new name, a name stumbled upon
through the journey of finding me, again, and where I fit into the present
world. This is now, at the end of the season in the desert and not a
half-decade ago (as an innocent and defenseless baby seal as the cool cats of
the music scene once perceived me to be). This is my working name now sailing
into the future as I blossom from season to season, from the dry arid desert of
preparation and testing into the current phase of sewing and sewing and sewing
and seeing the promises written on my heart and the promising seedlings sprout
up from under the roots of secure identity and fertile soil. Then into a legend
oak, where the canopy of a tree is merely representing what has been prepared
and planted and planned for a long time in the process of the roots which runs
wide and far and truly underground for a half-decade. That these roots are supporting
this amazing feat of creation and offer support and nourishment for the entire
tree as they extend into its psychic reach of what it can BE. Perspective is
undeniable. I wish this very same thing for each of you. I pray for growth and
prosperity*
Talent
Hard work
Entrepreneurship
Technology
good HUMAN being
Entertainment
Music
Art
Spirituality
Hard work
Entrepreneurship
Technology
good HUMAN being
Entertainment
Music
Art
Spirituality
Man Knows Best
Nothing new in the universe nothing knew we
can converse
But it’s only the hungry that end up in first
Up all night screaming hard at the one that I have
loved
What you resist will always persist
To love and be loved is to risk your life, is
to forsake all else, is to defy your death
To design your world is to breathe in your day,
is to walk up to the wall and write your name down
To buy and sell hearts as well you deceive
your boss and try find anything out there you can to
Replace your fear not to wink in the dark
where no one hears your tears. This is the downfall of man.
But man knows ‘best’
You’ve been forgiven, so come out of the
prison. For too long that iron door you closed years ago has been shut tight. Be
broken off and that cover of failure, self-doubt, insecurity & spiritual
darkness & dryness will be tossed aside & you will stay free.
WORSHIPER ANARCHIST ALTERNATIVE MUSICIAN ARTIST
Full of confidence. Self-assured beliefs and a
bright, full future of serving my creator with a passion and an undivided heart
attitude. Someone once told me the path of the righteous is like the first
gleam of dawn, shining ever brighter till the full day of light. But the way of
the wicked is like deep darkness. They don’t even know what makes them stumble.
pray . launch. live
There is a big difference between being shy &
being insecure. My task is to move out of the latter and rather be strong in
the former. I have a beautiful talent bestowed to me. Why do I doubt it? I have
had many disappointments in musical life because it hasn’t been the right thing
at the right time. I have spent way too much time in Bashville Bay. Stand up
for what you believe and back it up with intention. Change what you believe you
should learn. Don’t negotiate with anyone when it comes to your trade and your
soul. Have goals. But if the expectations are not met, accept that and learn
the message to earn the passage.
It’s right to be faithful with something
small. Even more righteous to sew into what you’ve been given in this subtle
life. Decide what you’re prepared to die for and hold onto that with everything
you’ve got.
You need to understand love. She is an amazing
circle with heaps of time for you. She possesses a natural charisma and natural
confidence. But also shy and humble and demands attention. She has developed a
sense of responsible living and has an underdeveloped sense of timing. Someone
told me all is fair in love and war. I love her and she loves me and now and
tomorrow in the most different ways. You need to understand love and you need
to love understanding. If knowledge is the fountain of life, then understanding
is the spring that runs beneath the fountain.
Love, she is sister, husband, mother, wife,
best man, coach, lover and lord. Why become the love you’ve seen a hundred
times on big wide flat screens. Respond to your fountain of emotion and
affection in the most true and sincere way. Choose your love. Love who you are
and choose your love. Fight against what you don’t love. Is the opposite of
love hate or is it laziness? For me I am a stress free dealer. I accept where
I’ve come from and love where I am. There could be more money, more things,
more freedom, more life, more destinations but I guess there will never be
enough cash in the bank, people at your birthday party or bling on your car. Shine,
so nothing else has to. Someone once told me if I run from GOD then I will have
to pay the fare to get back on track. And did I pay the fare? Yes. But trust me
it’s not worth it- you may not even get where you were running to in the first
place. Denial is temporary. Everyone says yes in the end and for me I know now
again that is what I’ll do. Everyone says yes in the end.
Ashes to ashes and dawn till dusk.
If I have one wish to see you smile to see you
smile.
When I pass out that day I hope you smile I
hope you laugh and see the trail of seeds I’ve sewn into eternity.
Now you take the reigns and love yourself and
love yourself and love another.
Ashes to ash and dusk till dawn.
Look straight ahead and love yourself and love
another into eternity.
THIS LIFE
I’m gonna pray thru this life
I’m gonna pray thru this season you’re
taking me in
I’m gonna pray thru this life
I’m gonna make that change you want me
to be
Don’t ever think that I’m gonna runaway
again
‘cos I know you’ll chase me down if
it’s the last thing you do
I’m gonna sing that new song you put
in my heart
I’m gonna add that difference you
called me to be
And if you say go I’m running out that
door so fast
‘cos I know you’ll back me up if it’s
the last thing you do
And thru it all you still loved me
And thru it all I am changed forever
Accept the past. Pledge to the future. Work.
And see the doors open and close. God sends the perfect storm. It renews inside
and motivates outside. God’s kindness leads to repentance. I’m a young man
needing to be successful because I’m driven and needing to be freed from things
that hold me back because I’m addicted to purpose. But although I’m also
addicted to things that hurt my relationships and body, I am unafraid of death.
Sometimes afraid of LIFE.
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